NBHHY

I’m still pregnant. My boobs hurt, I want to sleep all the time, and everything makes me feel like barfing, but I’m still pregnant — which is good!

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Dumbfounded

Got today’s follow-up bloodwork results and they’re good. I’m happy but perplexed because I am still spotting and a different sort of crampy from what I remember of my early 2nd pregnancy. I’m going to be cautiously optimistic, though, as the numbers are good.

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My Uterus Can #suckit

I had spotting this morning, so I called to book follow-up bloodwork for tomorrow. Despite all the reassurances from the clinic, I expect the inevitable. I think I’ve lost pretty much all faith in my body’s ability to stay pregnant and that totally sucks.

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Bootless, Fruitless, Null, Null, And Void

Regarding my news of last week, I was on the right track by not getting excited about stuff. Two blood tests and a whole lot of gravity later, it was pretty apparent that this pregnancy wasn’t going to stick. All things considered, short of being annoyed at my body not working the way that it should, I think I’m a little relieved. I really didn’t care to be *that* pregnant in February again. After 2.5yrs of ttc, part of me thinks I should be more disappointed but I’m really pretty okay about it — mentally anyway. Even being “just a little bit” pregnant has resulted in a nasty cycle and has left me gasping for iron supplements. Spinach is on the menu tonight, and maybe some cow done rare.

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